Leave me out with the waste This is not what i do
It's the wrong kind of place To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time For somebody new
It's a small crime And i've got no exuse
Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright? If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright Leave me out with the waste
Is that alright with u? This is not what i do
It's the wrong kind of place To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time but she's pulling me through
It's a small crime And I've got no exuse
Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright? If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright? Is that alright with u?
Is that alright? Is that alright?
Is that alright with u?
————Damien Rice - 《
9 Crimes》
You dreamed I was your lover. And I lied in your arms.
You dreamed of all our children, playing in the sun.
I hoped that you are all white. I hoped,
I hoped that you are all white.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
You dreamed I was your lover. And I lied in your arms.
You dreamed of all our children, playing in the sun.
I hoped that you are all white. I hoped,
I hoped that you are all white.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
Sleep, my snowwhite.
————Maximilian Hecker-《snow white》
送走每天的最后一个小时，迎接每天的第一个小时。
我把北京不眠夜的开场白稍作改动。
高三每一个晚上的十一点，我都习惯性地打开收音机，收听北京不眠夜。
这俨然成为了高三生活的一部分。
渐渐地，也习惯性地配合每天不同的主题发短信，掏空内心，寻找最本质的那个鳖鳖。
那段时间里，每天都介绍一种花与其匹配的花语和其中的故事。
我也曾做过认真的记录，也曾幻想过对着一个女孩，拿上一束鲜花，用上其中的一段，该是多么帅气的事。
可笑的是，手机中毒，一格机什么都没了。
上了大学我没有听北京不眠夜的习惯了。
现在只是属于偶尔的行为罢了。
高三的夜晚总是那么的静，或者用灵静更加准确。
寂静的夜晚之中，总能让人感觉到不乏灵动的存在。
在这种氛围下，我喜欢在夜晚寻找看不到的云彩。
看到哪块天空显得更暗，便猜象明天的第一块云彩肯定出现在这，并告诉自己，不要忘记明天早上骑车的时候一定要记得看看。
可是，第二天一早，自己总是以沉睡着的方式骑车到学校，把这件事忘得一干二净。
真的，夜晚打开窗户，仰望天空，你会试着象孩子一样数着天上有多少颗星星，观察哪颗是最亮的，划过一颗流星许下一个孩提般的愿望。
今天我才发现，也许我并不是真得在寻找云彩，观察星星。
而是寻找那块自己内心之中的灵静之地。
何谓灵境之地？我，不知道。
昨天高中全班聚会很高兴，很舒心。
但是我发现，我和一个人做了一样的事情。
我他妈的也为了一个不该为了的人放弃了一个不该放弃的人！
我又说脏话了。神，请原谅大好鳖吧。
上面的两首歌都是我在北京不眠夜听过的。歌词写得很美，很凄美。
我觉得能让我感到什么叫做灵静。
你可以尝试下载下来，听听。
